HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL NIGHT SHAREN!

what a night! went to sharen's 21st on saturday (11th) and it was really nice!!! you can so tell that shes put soooo much effort into making it happen.

got there at around 4.30 to help with the setup and all, luckily the tags fit in with the the rest of the decorations *phew* the hall was NOTHING like how steeeeeeve described or drawn to be! (gees steeeeeeve!!!) anyways, she had like red carpet, hollywood banner, nice metalic helium balloons, stars and name tags on the table, it was just really nice!

then it was PHOTO time!!! HAHA!! the girls, obviously, went crazy and took out their cameras and started taking photos, so crazy that the same pose had been taken with every camera that existed on the night, well perhaps not every single camera. but anyways, we had fingerfood, then it was the speeches. up first was ANg, and was extremely HILARIOUS as he was classified by the birthday girl as ¦n©n©f - ³Ì³gè°ªº¨k©ÊªB¤Í!!! and just made a fool of himself! then it was her group of girls (family friends) sort of started her on tears! and then had a game!

the game was rather crazy. each table was given an envelope, inside it would hold a few things, pictures of sharen when she was young and pictures of random stuff, and most importantly, a method for the table's presentation. unfortunately, we got OPERA as presentation format! and it was just crazy! we ended up "singing" in our "wonderful + elegant" opera voices which caused laughter to wipe the room out! HOW EMBARRASSING!!!

after the game, she continued on with speeches, it was then her ¶Â°¨¤ý¤l steeeeve who gave a rather touching speech! then it was her family in which iceman cried! aww, how cute! then it was cake, more photos, and the dance floor! the night was great! and everyone dressed up all pretty ^.~

what a pity! my camera ran out of battery!!! so i took geo's battery instead! love you MAGZ!

got driven home by hyl, the car trip was fun! and jsy, youre a funny one!!!

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thankyou for letting me know that there is joy beyond what the eyes can see. thankyou for letting me know how wonderful it is to have you around. thankyou for letting me know that there is light after darkness. thankyou for teaching me how to smile again. thankyou for teaching me that there is always something to laugh about. and most importantly, thankyou for letting me know that you care. thankyou for a wonderful night!

The Sick

So sick that they end up in the hospital where everything is planned and decided for them, the time of each meal, time of visits, what phone calls they get, who they talk with and so on. But being sick isn’t all that bad at all because they get visitors, they have people coming in and out of their room just to check if they're fine today. People call the Sick and talk with them just to find out how their day was. They show their care for the Sick by visiting them, giving them gifts whatever day it is, giving words of encouragement. no matter how busy they are, they still manage to put time aside to visit the Sick and to do things for the Sick, little things like making little gifts, writing cards, and even just a HI. The Sick IS sick but feels that they're not alone, being cared for, being loved, their existence is assured.

The Healthy

Have the freedom to do whatever they want, eat whenever they want, talk to whoever they want and go wherever they want. But being healthy isn’t all that great at all because they don’t get visitors, they don’t have people coming in and out of the house just to see if they’re fine, they don’t call the Healthy and talk with them just to find out how their day was, they don’t visit the Healthy, don’t give them gifts unless its an occasion, they don’t just say words of encouragement just out of the blue and they’re always too busy to put time aside and make little gifts and give to the Healthy, they don’t write cards and not even just as simple as a HI. The Healthy IS healthy but feels that they’re isolated, not being cared for, and not loved, their existence is as thin as a broken thread from a spider’s web.

I’d rather be the Sick. At least I know I still exist, at least I know people would care. I finally understand why there are girls that cut their wrist, because everytime they do, they would be cared for, and attention would be paid. in that case, id rather be the sick and the pained at least then you would see my existence and perhaps show a little care.

that felt good...havent felt that way for quite some time...i guess i should learn to cherish things while they're still there...rather than missing it when its disappeared...

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the new year begins on monday for me...hopefully its a good new start...good new start for everything...another stage in life...kaka...